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Life is weird guys. You look back at old essays you wrote or old post its you jotted down and think how far you have come. I am a senior now. Almost done with my first semester and then I'm off to college? I have to turn in college applications this month and by next year, this month, I will be at a college campus. I was thinking about buying One Direction and Taylor Swift concert tickets, but was reminded that I may not be here for those dates. I may not live with my parents and brother anymore. I may live in some dorm with some stranger living with other strangers. I may study law. I may study communications. I may become a writer for all I know. Life changes so quickly it's insane how often it does. Looking into the future gives me MAAAAJOR anxiety, but it's such an important aspect in my life right now because my future is being created throughout this month. Whether I go to a UC or not. Whether I move out or not. Whether I see One Direction in L.A. or not. Life is weird.

I have been distant, but only because (maybe I have mentioned this before) I don't have much to type about anymore. Y'know this blog started out as a way to remember what I have done in the past, and then shifted into a way to express myself and let out all my anger and anxiety and things that have been holding me back, but....I don't have that anymore. I don't have as many mental breakdowns as I used to have. I don't cry about myself anymore. I don't think AS MUCH anymore to the point where it makes me cry my heart out. It's great to realize this, but it's sad as well because I love reading back at old posts and reading what I have done or thought about. I have so many drafts, but never seem to finish them. Well, here are a few random pictures of me at Homecoming, my Halloween costume (gUESS WHO I WAS), and me in the future. Hope you guys are swell =^^=